Hello & Good day to all of my listener ,
My name is Zeaul Haq Parvez …I’m sever HEMOPHILIA A patient…I’m an active member of HSB (Hemophilia Society Bangladesh) Currently in studying in Hon’s 1st year & I’m 19 years old…..Today I trying to write about the most event full story of my life related to hemophilia….
Well my hemophilia disease was caught when I was 11 years old….Though I knew about it i didn’t think much about it….In my early age I used to live in village so walking running & jumping was basically my schedule …. But after that disease there was a lot of restriction but I still mange to get out by loop hole….Then at the age of 8 I came to city same as village less book more kick then one day i had a huge knee pain but after having few antibiotic my knee fell little better then same as usual as sport again pain life that 2 years coast but in my knees it started to accumulate blood but it didn’t sallow when the pain was gone and by time the bleeding started to became more frequent…One day after returning from my school I look at my knees I remember doctor said that there was blood in my knees so I thought that if i flow out all of the blood I will be all good…So i took a blade & unimaginable i cut my left knee there was blood flowing out of my knees I got scared so urgently call mu parents …they came rushing & took me to doctor fortunately I was a cowered that’s way i cut only a little bit…. but because of that I had a huge bleeding that was so painful that at midnight I munched an covered right next to my bad so hard that it woke both my parents & they came running to see me & at that time all my pain turn into frustration & anger I started to curse then because of them I had that disease & I had to suffer so much that …Upon hearing that tear started to flow from my moms eyes & she said nothing & went to hear room but I can hear her sound of crying from next door…My father was standing beside me he sat next to me…..He gently put his hand on my knees & said that “Son from next time please don’t hit your self coz it also pains us as much as it to you”….After that he went to his room & was trying to calm my mom….Next morning I had bleeding in my hand along with my left knee….But that morning I straightly went to my parents & said to them…what I said to them was unforgivable but still I want then to gave another chance to be a better son ….After that I had a lots of bleeding but never told them about them but some how they always find about it….After that I was meet with HSB that change my life for good…..
So much time passed but i still don’t know was my that foolish action was for better or for worse …….
I don’t have much complain about Hemophilia but I wholeheartedly have one that it took one thing away from me that I always look that’s…………SPORTS……..
Thanks All of You for listening to my story……